Television programmes are highlighting BD at the moment.
What can I gain from watching them? (Rhetorical) I am not alone in having to struggle with myself about not taking the medication. Medication means no 'highs.' And oh how I miss them. Most sufferers decline the medication in preference for the sizzling electricity of the magnificent High.
During a High, the need for any medication at all is silly. Through the 'lows' the wimpering for some solace is pitifully painful.
My 'lows' have been noticeable by their absence. Just one or two, here and there. But my creative tipper-truck that empties tons of ideas and words onto my pages has vanished.
I'm on the medication but I'm still unsure of how much I want to be on it.
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